You should really be careful when sending text messages... you just might send them to the wrong person. And you might really hurt that person's feelings.
I'm really only writing this becuase I have no idea what to do, and I know the person in question never reads my journal.

I threw an apartment warming party last night with the permission of my two roommates. On all the invitiations it said it was our party, even though i put together the whole thing by myself. I spent $80 of my hard-earned money on food and wine. And I all I wanted was to have a goodo time. I didn't care that i did all that because i was just really really excited.
I invited mostly nursing students that we are all friends with so it would be more our party than my party. Most people couldn't come until much later after the party started, except three of my church friends. One of which is one of my very oldest, truest friends. SO we are standing around talking and having a good time waiting for the rest of the people to come. My roommates ignore everyone and go watch TV. They did say hello, but they definitely alienated themselves. which really i thought was ok becuase they were waiting on people they knew. Then Krystalyn (my really good friend) says "Jessica, your phone just lit up." I had gotten a text from my roommate, who is also supposed to be my best friend. We do everything together. The text says this: "This sucks. Her friends are gay." She obviously sent it to the wrong roommate.
I had absolutely no idea what to do. I felt a hot flush come over me, mostly becuase i was really hurt. So I set the phone down and acted like nothing happened. I figured my roommates saw me read the text anyways. Then the one who sent it came over right next to me and said "What kind of drinks you got here?" and then snuck my phone into her room. i knew exactly what she was doing, but i didnt know what to do. i said "where's my phone?" but she just kept walking. Then the other roommate had to 'show her something in the bathroom' and they went back together. I went in right after them and there was my phone, sitting on the counter. The text had been erased.

I have NO idea what to do. I am so hurt that this girl who is supposed to be my best friend would talk about my friends like that. I really take it personally because these are my closeset friends. If they are "gay" then what does that make me?? And to even be sending texts back and forth when you are both 6 feet away from me... that is so low. 
I really did not want the year to start like this. Moving into a new apartment with these girls was supposed to be a good thing. 

I just dont get it.

This summer has gone by fast, but then again when i think about when it started, it feels like forever ago. 
I did not really enjoy the summer at ALL. Considering i was working two jobs and moving into a new apartment amongst all that. Plus paul was working three jobs and we NEVER saw each other. 

I do miss living at home. I love my family. and i really dont know when i will live there again cause i really wasnt planning on moving home until i wrecked my car in april. We'll see. I'll prob move home in two years for a few months just to save money, but thats too far away to think about. 

We are having our apt warming party tonight. Just a quiet little get together so our neighbors wont hate us. :) I'm excited though. Paul and I (not we) ;) went to Ikea last night and he got his Expedit bookshelf that he has been wanting (I put it together, yay!) and I got some organizational things for my room. Its pretty much done. I just have to clean it and hang up pictures.  I need to go through things and throw/give away more things. I've been doing good though! I cant believe some of the crap i was holding onto.. like my favorite shoes from high school, like i'll ever wear those again. 

Im sad that tomorrow is my last day at the office. Only because I just love spending so much time with my dad. I love my daddy :) he is a good dad. We had together every single day this summer. I'm really going to miss that. He drives me crazy sometimes, but i still wish i could hang out with him every day. 

Well i should get back to work y'aaaall.
<3
Jessie

So today has not been the best day ever. 

I didn't get to sleep until about 4am. Paul and I tried unpacking my room last night but there is so much crap and not enough space in my teeny room to put everything. I have to buy a bunch of organizational things like baskets to put on my bookshelf so it will double as a dresser or something. not to mention i have about 3 boxes full of toiletries that i have no idea what to do with. and decorating? HA!

I'm not in a very good mood at all. I couldnt get out of bed this morning until about 11:45. and i was supposed to be at work at 8. oh and to make things EVEN better... there was some huge misunderstandng about who was suppsed to be sitting at the front desk. I TOTALLY screwed up by not coming in until 12:30 becuase i was supposed to be sitting at the front desk at 10:45... good. BUT it turns out that i was supposed to be sitting at the desk UNTIL 10:45... which is honest to God NOT what i was told. So the company's phones and reception were totally closed down until 11am. Awesome. AND its all my fault.

Did i mention that my mom gave me this awesome dinner with chicken and past and green beans so i would have something to eat and job number two... and oh yes i left it on top of my car and watched it splat all over Bunten Road. So i get to eat a roast beef sandwhich for lunch and for dinner, which means im eating more bread, which means my thighs will get more fat. Awesome.

I just want to curl up in my comforter and go to sleep for a long, long time. but no... i have to work till 9:15 and then unpack my apartment by myself.
Im in such an AWESOME mood. 

Blah.